An open letter to Q
Unlike most people, I don’t buy into the belief that anyone online is actually anonymous, so there’s no point trying to hide my identity. I’m also fully aware that you’ve got probably hundreds of people, if not the entire NSA, and some very sophisticated programs searching the net for any mentions of Q. So, to be blunt, I’m fairly sure you will see this even if it’s removed. You know who I am, and probably have a folder on me with everything from a psyche profile to a record of what I ordered for breakfast.
Unlike most people, I don’t buy into the belief that anyone online is actually anonymous, so there’s no point trying to hide my identity. I’m also fully aware that you’ve got probably hundreds of people, if not the entire NSA, and some very sophisticated programs searching the net for any mentions of Q. So, to be blunt, I’m fairly sure you will see this even if it’s removed. You know who I am, and probably have a folder on me with everything from a psyche profile to a record of what I ordered for breakfast.
The point is that I am a nobody, and not a shill, or an
agent, or working for some sinister agenda, just a poor author with a small
following in an obscure topic if you’re not a supergeek. I’ve known a lot of
what you’ve talked about for a long time, and couldn’t discuss it with most
people because it’s been so deeply imbedded to view any research outside the “mainstream”
as forbidden, and I’ve got a dozen different targets painted on my back by many
groups for merely existing.
I’ve been called everything in the book by different people,
labeled insane, crackpot, wannabe tyrant, whore, even a Dr. Mengele, just for
looking at things differently than the “normals” find acceptable. I’ve even had
death threats made by complete strangers, just because I was interviewed about morphological
freedom by a web magazine.
But I’m just someone who wants to live in a world where I am
neither a slave, nor condemned just for my existence. I want that same thing
for everyone. I think that’s all most people want.
You keep saying, WWG1WGA, but I also see a constant stream
of the same old bigotry and hatred flowing endlessly from those following you.
I see the same vendettas against people like me that I have coped with my
entire life. From the rhetoric I keep seeing time and again from those following
you, I continue to get the same feeling of having a crosshair on my back.
I’m not a threat, or a member of the cabal, I’m just a person
who wants to be free to simply exist as myself. I know too much to be
religious. I’ve never had faith. I don’t buy into the whole “fulfilling of end
times prophecy” shtick, and I certainly rejected the whole x-tian mythos a very
long time ago, just as strongly as it has rejected me, and those like me.
So, does WWG1WGA include ordinary transgenders like myself? Those
who just want to be allowed to be who they have always been inside, and not be
killed for daring to fail to conform to the “approved” role people try to force
on them? The ones who aren’t trying to foist an agenda on others, or trying to
shove political correctness down people’s throat? Who don’t give a damn about
identity politics, but just want to finally feel like a normal member of the
gender that they identify as, without feeling like people want to kill them for
existing?
Or, are we just “acceptable losses”, like always?
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